what do you do when your leadoff hitter is on another team, sorta like the yankees, one with more resources and a maybe a better front office, and all you want to do is bench your pinch hitters, but you don't wanna totally fuck up your chances in the post season?

same words and skin and lies in my veins just let me bleed 

please

let me be

this 

again.

lets not say how bad this is

i am

you will never be

my many layered blame dress of ruffles and other such forgettables

leave it in the gutter when you're done

i'll surely find it.

for now, here,

on borrowed 

time

shirt

conversation

hope to sleep before i decide to tell

hope to feel before i really can

let me go..